
(Please go to http://ncpoetlaureate.blogspot.com/2009/11/appalachian-heritage-special-cherokee.html to see the post on this special issue.
Dogwood Alarm
by Margaret Rabb
By pairs and threes they crash
and spin to the shoulder, drivers
stunned, unable to keep their eyes,
wheels, the tingle in their fingertips
from bark and open drifts of silk,
the looseblown momentary bloom.
April. They pass, retreat sideways,
floating away from the little accident.
A specimen tree in a suburban yard
is one thing, fertilized, gravid, buds
popped out all over, azaleas snapping
at its knees. But the woods at the edge
of plowed fields are another story, a waltz
at the dogwood diner, the dance that slays us:
four or five flowers hover over a branch,
crossed, notched, whiter than this world allows.
Two poems from Margaret Rabb's Shoulderable Shine
followed by a note on the author
Dante's Anteroom
1
In the middle of my life I found myself in a dark wood.
On one side, clouds settled like three or four trouble notes.
Then they moved, right to left, a slow freight
shuddering by the crossing grade. Or – I was looking
out the grate as a whistle shifted bars across the gate.
2
In the middle of life's way I found myself in dark woods.
On a landing a broom leaned out of a bucket.
Beyond the ferry wake, a slanted plume. Sunrays
slipped, then caught a jib and mainsail. Runnels hissed
to the rocks. White sheets cupped and held.
3
In the midst of life I found I was in a dark wood.
Rain scrimmed the air. It was all unclear,
a sandblasted flood I squinted through. Great,
I'd say, and try the other glasses in my pocket
but they only focused drops against the gray.
Just what I need now, cut loose and nearly blind,
an unknown coast closed in with rime.
4
Midway on life's journey I found myself in the dark woods.
At night the island might still be overgrown with fir,
starless but for piers and porches across water.
Black-green drooping boughs stir a diffuse
and moonish glow behind the clouds' light cover.
5
In the middle of the night my daughter's call –
old anger she'll never get over, oil and vitriol
against too much, too little, pitched and caught again.
Next night my mother's voice, scratched in pain,
near panic, twisted gut. Back to the ER
because – what else is there to do for her?
6
In my middle age, that darkening wood, I found myself
across the continental shelf from home. The flight back
skimmed high plains. Now I can't recall the place
for a waterglass, which drawer holds stamps.
No light outside since lightning hit the lamps.
7
Midway through my life in the dark wood
of Sylvania County, I found it was a hemlock forest,
a rhododendron hell. What could be more manifest
than native laurel thickets three stories high
holding pale petal spikes to claps of thunder in July?
My mother, nearly ninety, will not bathe or brush her hair
but sits askew all day in the black reclining chair.
8
After the middle of middle age a vision,
airy or ordinary, will not engage
but only aggravate a reader. Reactive fission
fuels the middle of middle age. A vision
from a line of Dante? Rescue mission.
Infernal fizzle pushed to the nuclear stage
over the edge of the middle. A middle-aged vision-
ary? Her ordinary will? Disengage
the dazzle. Any pen to any page.
9
For the straight road was lost. How hard a thing
to tell what wild, rough, dense or wooded was.
I turned too soon and drove too far, climbing
a one-lane gravel path. The gearbox buzzed,
the drop sheered off. Pines on that steep side.
Mills River understory ginseng and Solomon's seal.
I forced myself to turn back at the final hairpin.
10
For I had missed the right road. What hard work
to imagine for you, reader, this wood, savage and tangled,
and down where we breathe, air like condensed milk.
I lay low, gave in, adored the genes
that cool my children's bloodlines.
So bitter, so bitter is it, death is little more.
11
Past my mother asking for her father,
past my careless girls who husbanded nothing,
no harbor but clouds, no train but grief,
I left the right road. But the good I found
may be told: a shale never broken,
a shadow cove, whitewater at the cleft.
I stepped into the stream, sleepwalker woken
midway – myself dark words, dark woods.
Walking a Black Lab at Night
She pulled out to the leash's
end and disappeared.
From then on it was weird
air-fishing through the reaches
the cable gave her – reeling back,
casting and spinning – sudden slack
that dropped my wired wrist,
her hidden point I missed.
Margaret Rabb has been the artist in residence at the University of Central Oklahoma. She has taught at the University of North Carolina in Chapel Hill, St Andrews College in Laurinburg, and the University of Washington in Seattle, and was awarded the 2006 Arts & Letters Rumi Prize by Coleman Barks. Her first book of poems, Granite Dives (New Issues Press, 2000), received North Carolina's Roanoke-Chowan Award. Her poems have appeared in journals from the Kenyon Review to Light Quarterly and have been awarded the Louisiana Literature Prize for Poetry, the Phyllis Smart Young Prize from the Madison Review at the University of Wisconsin, the Lullwater Prize from Emory, the Hackney Literary Award, and the Wood Award for Distinguished Writing from the Carolina Quarterly. Her new chapbook, Old Home, was chosen by Fred Chappell and published last November by New American Press. Next year Rabb will direct the creative writing program at Wichita State University.
"Dante's Anteroom" was first published in Chelsea; "Walking a Black Lab at Night" was first published by theCincinnati Review.
The second annual Nâzım Hikmet Poetry Festival will be held on Sunday, April 18, 2010 in Cary, North Carolina. As we bring together poets and poetry lovers, participation of area poets will be an essential part of this Festival. Interested poets are invited to submit their poems by Friday, February 19, 2010. The selected poems will be published on-line at the Festival web site as well as in the Festival Chapbook, and the poets will be invited to read their winning poems and introduce their poetry at the Festival. Each finalist will receive an award of $100. Last year's winning poems can be found at the festival web site.The 2009 festival chapbook is available at Amazon.com.
GENERAL RULES:
Deadline: Entries received by Friday, February 19, 2010 will be considered for selection.
Submission Requirements:
(*) All entries MUST be submitted via www.nazimhikmetpoetryfestival.org
(*) All poems submitted to the Festival must be unpublished, original works.
(*) Each poet can submit up to three poems.
(*) The poems should be in English.
(*) The selected poems will be published on-line at the Festival web site as well as in the Festival Chapbookl. By submitting their poems, the poets grant NHPF all rights to publish the poems at these venues.
(*) After the festival, the chapbook will be available for purchase at amazon.com. The proceeds from the chapbook sales will be used to support future festivals.
(*) The poets will retain copyrights of their poems.
Selection & Notification
(*) Submitted poems will be evaluated anonymously.
(*) The contact information provided by the poets will not be disclosed to other individuals or organizations.
(*) The poets will be notified of their poem’s status by March 22, 2010.
POETRY SELECTION COMMITTEE:
John Balaban, Professor of English, Poet-in-Residence, NC State University
Kathryn Stripling Byer, 2005-2009 NC Poet Laureate
Greg Dawes, Professor, Department of Foreign Languages and Literatures, NC State University
Joseph Donahue, Senior Lecturing Fellow, Department of English, Duke University
Jackie Shelton Green, Piedmont Laureate
Hatice Örün Öztürk (ATA-NC Representative), Associate Professor, Department of ECE, NC State University
ABOUT THE ORGANIZERS:
This event is organized by the American Turkish Association of North Carolina (www.ata-nc.org )
Organizing committee: Buket Aydemir, Pelin Balı, Erdag Göknar, Mehmet Öztürk, and Birgül Tuzlalı
Contact: contact@nazimhikmetpoetryfestival.org
Jessie's poems and non-fiction have appeared in publications such as The Main Street Rag, Iodine Poetry Journal andThe Northville Review. Her first chapbook, At the A & P Meridiem, was released by Pudding House Publications in 2009. Her first e-chapbook/2nd print chapbook, The Wait of Atom, was released by Folded Word Press in November 2009. Her first full length collection Paper House will be released by Folded Word Press in March 2010. Jessie works as a freelance editor, writer, and writing coach/teacher. She is also the editor of Shape of a Box, YouTube's first literary magazine. Jessie received her MFA from Queens University of Charlotte. She is a member of AWP, Charlotte Writer’s Club, NCWN, NC Poetry Society and will serve on the new board for the Poetry Council of NC. You can find her around the web but most often at her blog http://jessiecarty.wordpress.com.
From Jessie's first chapbook “At the A & P Meridiem” (Pudding House, 2009)
6pm
Outside the pan, then inside its lip,
the rhythm of the dish rag
invokes a spell of domesticity
as the grease clumps
down the silver walls of the sink
and into the growl of the garbage disposal,
all hungry like a spirit animal.
I set the oven to preheat at 450
while I chop up a fruit salad.
Out the sliding glass door,
I toss rings of oranges
puckered like over tanned skin
into a brown compost pile.
Improvising, I prepare
a pot pie of mixed, frozen
vegetables and sliced chicken.
Here is a dash of salt, a turn
of the pepper mill, a finger
making a furrow across the top.
I taste the raw beginning.
I set a timer for 45 minutes.
As I wipe down the counter
and scrub up the sink, I stop
once in a while to flick
the light inside the stove—
abra-cadab-ra.
From – The Wait of Atom, her 2nd chapbook, Folded Word Press 2009
(first appeared in Wild Goose Poetry Review)
The Wait of Atom
It wasn’t that he wouldn’t wait for her
or not even that he didn’t want
to wait for her, he just couldn’t
stand still. She couldn’t stand it,
the way his eyes became nearly crossed,
how he jangled the change in his pocket.
She’d complained before.
To keep his face from registering
annoyance, he began mentally listing
the noble gases by weight: lowest to highest,
using his hands in his pockets to count each one.
He could do this without moving his lips.
His face relaxed even though she was still
transferring her personal items
from a brown purse to a black one.
She had explained, on more than one occasion,
how her purse had to match her shoes. How
his belt should match his shoes and he’d learned
to keep his eyes focused on a point
just over her shoulder while he let his brain
scan the periodic table of elements.
Her upcoming full length book Paper House will be out March 2010 from Folded Word Press.
Paper House
Fold a sheet of striped
notebook paper in half.
Draw the shape of a house.
Trim the edges to form a roof.
Where you want windows,
cut a flap.
Place pieces of furniture
or people to peer at
when you peep
through the paper windows.
On the first floor, in the kitchen,
Mom raises
her stick arms. She can almost
touch the ceiling.
She’s closest to the door.
Above her is a bedroom
a girl looks out a window.
She’s next to a desk
with her arms out straight
as if she was trying
3rd grade calisthenics. To the girls’
right is another room
with a bed, a lamp. Downstairs,
next to the kitchen,
Dad lies on the couch wearing boxers.
Black and white can’t show
his cigarette dripping red-tipped ash
onto the carpet, forming a hole.
From a project in progress. Ology. First appeared in Blue Fifth Review
Far and Wee
I
Breathing on trees was my hobby. I’d sit on the browned pine needles, leaning my head against the bark and I’d suck in as much air as I could through my nose then I’d let it go with my chin pointed up to the branches. I’d pretend I was blowing up a balloon as I willed my carbon to keep the trees growing up and out.
II
I was never good at making balloons. Impatience perhaps? The first long breathes are almost futile. The balloon just spurts the air back at you, but if you keep pushing past that the plastic will eventually give and expand from the center rounding out.
III
Mom was the best at tying the ends of the balloons but my brother would do in a pinch. Like when we were waiting in the car once and to o entertain us, my brother blew up a balloon for each of us. My sister was in the front seat, bouncing her balloon back and forth against the windshield but I had taken a dare from my brother. I put the balloon under my shirt to pretend I was pregnant. I was rubbing my new rotund belly, saying, “Feel it kick!” When it popped, shrinking against the skin of my stomach it pulled the flesh up and in.
From an untitled project in progress but first appeared in The Dead Mule
Marrow
When the contractor began flattening the fields I had sold,
he turned over a small cache of bones.
From my back porch I saw him remove his hat, pull
his browning hand across his forehead.
He tossed the bones into the woods and leveled the spot,
prepping it for concrete.
In the dark of early evening I scooped up the bones. They were light
like bread and cold from the wet earth.
I warmed them in the oven of my palms, wondering if once
they were worn down by hours leaning into an axe,
or perhaps from grinding against a mortar to resize corn. They
could have been the foundation of skin, hope and tendon;
they could have belonged to the builders of pillars, of stone
circles, of sacrificial mounds, of children.
As I laid them down, I saw a body loose and those bones poking
through the skin like the skin was shale;
as the meat of the body moved down the shaft of the bone
like a candle melting on stone.
The Work of Winter (from www.ncarts.org)
By Kathryn Stripling Byer
This time of year poet Adrienne Rich’s words bubble up into my
consciousness: “The work of winter starts fermenting in my head / how with
the hands of a lover or a midwife / to hold back till the time is right.” She
urges to “trust roots” and “learn what an underground journey / has been,
might have to be; speak in a winter code / let fog, sleet, translate; wind, carry
them.”
This time of year my imagination wants to trust roots. To go underground
where so much of our inner journey takes place. In other words, it wants
time to think about the origins of memory and language. It’s a time when I
pull out my Oxford English Dictionary, hold up the magnifying glass and
look up the sources of words I use everyday. Where did they come from?
How have they changed? Inevitably, this always leads me back to the
question, “How have I changed?”
Because I recently turned sixty-five, a truth that women of a certain age are
not supposed to own up to, I’ve been thinking a lot about the word “old.” I
don’t feel old, I just feel as if I’ve been around for a long time, learned a lot
(though not enough) and that I’m in my prime.
When I turned to the origins of the word “old,” I found that it’s a very old
word indeed, and that its root many centuries ago meant “to nourish.”
Tracking it into Old English, I discovered that it becomes “oeld,” meaning
mature and lasting, something to be valued. The word appears numerous
times in medieval writings, and nearly always in a positive context.
Knowing this, I now no longer mind thinking of myself being described as
“old.”
When we begin to think about how our language began, we are drawn back
to a speech that sounded earthy, no trace of Latin in it. A language of
survivors in a cold, rough landscape. Over the years that language changed
by absorbing words from all over the planet, but mostly words from French
and Latin. Just about any word one picks out of a dictionary contains a piece
of that history. The renowned English poet W. H. Auden once said that
every one of his poems is a hymn of praise to the English language. A poet
in any language feels the same way about what we call the mother tongue.
Our mother tongue nourishes us. Just as the word “eald” meant centuries
ago.
Each morning my husband reads a page from his “Calendar of Forgotten
English,” a ritual that began 5 years ago when I gave him the 2000 calendar
for Christmas. These calendars collect words no longer in use, or not often,
and they lie on our table, waiting to be read while my husband drinks his
coffee. Words like “flaws” (gust of wind) and “blague” (humbug). Old
words. And, finally, not forgotten. Here they lie beside the cereal box, the
jam and butter, another morning’s invitation to look back and realize what
the word “old” really means. Still here. Ready for another year. Pick a word.
Any word. And it will carry you back to the roots of our language, and
forward into a present made even richer for knowing how the past spoke
itself.
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John Amen's new book, At the Threshold of Alchemy, holds the same intensity and surprising turns of language and perspective that have marked his earlier work. I find his poetry energizing, instructive, exhilarating, and for those long dark nights that follow Christmas, it would be ideal for keeping one's imagination pulsing. John will be coming to WCU in the spring to take part in our WCU Spring Literary Festival, so I will be posting more about him in March.
"Poems such as these, and there are plenty in this book—John Amen’s third—keep resounding in the mind the way great poetry does...."
—Ricardo Nirenberg, Offcourse Literary Journal
John is the author of three collections of poetry: Christening the Dancer (Uccelli Press 2003), More of Me Disappears (Cross-Cultural Communications 2005), and At the Threshold of Alchemy (Presa 2009), and has released two folk/folk rock CDs, All I’ll Never Need and Ridiculous Empire (Cool Midget). He is also an artist, working primarily with acrylics on canvas. Amen travels widely giving readings, doing musical performances, and conducting workshops. Further information is available on his website: http:///. Contact: pedmagazine@carolina.rr.com
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Linda Annas Ferguson now lives in Charleston, SC, but she is a native North Carolinian. Her latest book, Dirt Sandwich, is just out from Press 53 in Winston-Salem.
Linda is the author of five collections of poetry, including Bird Missing from One Shoulder (WordTech Editions, 2007); Stepping on Cracks in the Sidewalk (Finishing Line Press, 2006); Last Chance to Be Lost (Kentucky Writers’ Coalition, 2004); and It’s Hard to Hate a Broken Thing (Palanquin Press, University of S.C. Aiken, 2002). She was the 2005 Poetry Fellow for the South Carolina Arts Commission and served as the 2003-04 Poet-in-Residence for the Gibbes Museum of Art in Charleston, S.C. A recipient of the Poetry Fellowship of the South Carolina Academy of Authors, she is a member of the Academy’s Board of Governors. She was a featured poet for the Library of Congress Poetry at Noon Series. Her work is archived by Furman University Special Collections in the James B. Duke Library. A North Carolina native, she now resides in Charleston, SC. Visit her website at http://www.lindaannasferguson.com/.